-Membingungkan-

membingungkan??? yaph bner" membingungkan banged co"

.sesoSok sahaBat.

mungkin u cma orang biasa dgan ap adna hidup u skarang neh, tapi gw anggep u adlah sosok sahabat yg sngat berharga d mata gw, gw gtw mesti buat ap ge untuk saat neh,
gw cma bisa bilang kangen ma u, n pgn ketemu ma u. Gw gtw napa gw nangis trus kek anaq ilaNg, gw sebel gaq bza buat ap" ge buat u.
mungkin kalo gw inget", dulu gw ngerepotIn u banged, hahaha.
gw suka telpon u tba" gmwu twu u ge sibuk ato ap, gw curhat smbil nangis" gara" co, kek na gaq penting banged yahh? hahaha. u suka banged nasehatin gw, co kek gtu gaq uxah d pkirin ge, hahaha. tapi gw maci aj sayang n suka ma tuh co, tapi u ngebuka matabatin gw banged, co kek gtu mank gaq bza d kaci hatii. hehhe.
gw jga inget banged, qta jalan bareng ma sunny gara" sma" bosen nkesel gaaq jdi ke PRJ, akhirnya qta ke Dm bareng,
malem" jam 6 sore gtu naeq kopaja. hehhe.. gw blajar banyak dre u. sbelum na gw gaq pernah tuh nyentuh kndaraan kek kopaja ato angkot,
karna pergi ma u n sun jdi ikut" an naeq kopaja dech, blajar mandiri gw dri u, hahaha.
skarang gw gtw keadaan u d sna, u sedih ato sneng qta cma bza komunikasi lewat hape ato i-net.
gw gaq bza liat skolah baru u, ato pun hum u skarang neh,
yang gw twu u merasa skolah u tuh gaq enaq, jauh lebih enaq skolah d sni and u kangen sma tmen" d sni. gw pas baca sms na, gw sedih banged, kek ad yg ganjel d hati gw, gw sedih u gaq sneng d sna, gw jga takut u gaq bza adaptasi d sna,.
gw gtw tadi malem mimpi ap, pas gw bangun tuh mata gw berlinang aer mata, i'm gonna miss u.
cpet balikk ya kawand, qta pasti ketemu ge n sama" ge. okok?? thx buat semua na..

think of me

Think of me, think of me fondly
when we've said goodbye
Remember me once in a while
please promise me you'll try

When you find that, once again, you long
to take your heart back and be free
if you ever find a moment
spare a thought for me

We never said our love was evergreen
or as unchanging as the sea
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen
don't think about the things
which might have been

Think of me, think of me waking,
silent and resigned.
Imagine me, trying too hard
to put you from my mind.

Recall those days
look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do
there will never be a day,
when I won't think of you

Can it be? Can it be Christine?
Bravo!
Long ago, it seems so long ago
How young and innocent we were
She may not remember me
but I remember her

Flowers fades,
The fruits of summer fade,
They have decisions, so do we
but please promise me, that sometimes
you will think of me

kehilangan

dy tlpon gw pkul 10.30. gw ijin kluar klas wktu plajaran pak kelikk,
mungkin pak kelik tau ap yg gw lakuin pas gw ijin, gw trima tlpon dri kawand gw yg ge jalan mnuju pesawat, kesel, nangis, sedihh itu yg gw rsain, gw kesel knapa gw gaq bza anter dy ke bndar cma untuk ngucapin slam perpisahan. cma say good bye aj, sedih banged khilanga dy, mungkin dy balik ge 2 taon ge? ato jga gaq? gw agq twu pastinya kapan.
yg pasti gw mwu dy balik ke jkrta, gw siap kok, klo dy ge btuh tmpat tnggal, ad hum gw kok kawand. dun't forget that!!

qta dach bertemend cukup lama, dri klas 1 smp ampe skarang, qra" udah 3 stgah taon gtu, gw susah banged buat ngerelain u pergi.
kehilangaN tmen yg berharga tuh sakit banged yahh, gw cma bisa nangis aj d saat sperti neh, mungkin maci bza kontek nanti na tapi gw mungkin dlama wktu yg lama gaq akan ktemu dy lagi.
sedih banged rasanya, tmen yg baek banged ma gw, ad klo gw ge sedih, sneng, ato apa pun, dgeriin curahan gw n kaci gw nasehat" yg sngat berguna, miss u kawand.
mungkin gw gaq akan nemuin tmen kek dy ge, cpet balik ya kawand, gw pasti ttep inget u kok, n qta ttep keep contact.
jgan pernah lupain ap yg udah qta alamin bersama ya,
gw kehilangan banged, sakit, ad yg kurang, sedih, huhuhu..
itu smua perasaan yg gw rsain, thx buat smua yg udah kao kci slama neh, hahahaa.. u're the best friend.